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5.4.08

myself

this is stupid but you know what?
i guess love to talk about myself. so i am going to write a whole blog entry doing just that. i promise it will be extremely long and boring but one day i'll like reading it again. So, here goes..

Birthday- February 11, 1992. That makes me 16. I don't like my birthday because it means I am older and growing up and I don't think I've done enough exciting things in my day to be 16. When I was little I just remember looking at the kids in highschool and thinking...WOW! They are HUGE and they know everything!!! Somehow I think either I was wrong..or highschoolers are getting smaller and dumber every year. Or both, I guess.
Elementary was the greatest. I had a crush on Dillan Bollwinkel for half my life, if I remember right. Mostly in kindergarten though. Me and Nikkie were best friends and Mitch and Dillan were best friends and well, you know how that goes. I had a crush on Adam Ruben in 2nd grade until I discovered he wore a necklace. I was a huge geek in elementary. I hated lunch because they had those stupid ladies there to make sure you ate all your food and they wouldn't let you go to recess until you did. I peed my pants in 3rd grade because my pants had a tie and I tripple knotted it and it wouldnt come undone in time.
I have a really loud annoying laugh but laughing is one of my favorite things to do. Everything is funny to me. I love funny people and people that give me food or buy me food. I like fattening foods alot. I love eating its the best thing ever. I'm the BIGGEST bored eater. (it really feels like i'm saying "i, i, i, i" alot) . But anyway...if you ever catch me doing anything, it's probably eating.
I seem to jump around friend groups more than most. I can't handle being with the same people weekend after weekend for too long. They get boring and you need new people, new jokes, all that sorts of stuff. I like to hang out with exciting people who don't sit around ..but for some reason i just sit around when i hang out. Last year i feel like I did so much more exciting things than I have this year. But the Dragon Rider experiences were really funny.
I'm a really weird eater. I obsess over certain foods for awhile, and I will only eat that, then after I can't eat it practically ever again. The thought of it would make me gag. blaggh! I'm really picky. Especially about meats. I can only eat meat in a certain way. It has to be prepared a good way. It depends on if I am in that type of meat mood or not. Sometimes when we have chicken, I'm not in the mood for chicken. I'm a really picky chicken eater. I can't really eat meat in things. It bothers me and doesnt taste good. I hate hot dogs. If i want to eat meat, it depends on what type it is, what mood i'm in, how its cooked, what flavor or seasoning, what it is served with, what I did before I eat..i am VERY picky. I'm weird about cancelling out foods too, if that makes sense. If i eat something sweet or fruity, I have to eat something cheesy or salty. But if I eat more of one than the other, I have to cancel it out. I'm not really sure how it works.
Seminary has to be my favorite class of all time. Even last year when I hated my teacher, it was so fun. One time when I walked in I found someones braces on my chair. no joke. full set of braces. Wire, brackets, everything. I picked it up because I thought it was a bracelet..but then I started laughing so hard i cried and no one knew why. Wow. My life is hilarious. Last year in seminary me and Rosie wrote down our names on the list of people who had to get their records transfered because they were switching schools. It was funny. I loved that class and when me and Tami would pretend we could play the piano so we played for our opening song every time.
I love teachers outside of teaching. Its like a whole new person! Ms Moore is hilarious. She is kind of like me and i didn't even know. But i think the teacher that helped me most that I appreciate the most is Mrs Wihongi. She was always ALWAYS there for me when I had an upsetting time or when I needed to talk to someone. She was so cute and understanding and I miss her. Maybe I'll pay her a visit sometime soon. Mr Green is my hero too. He did two things I never thought i'd ever see that man do in my lifetime. Cry, and quote scripture. It was a crazy day.
I have been through alot of "best friends". I don't really have one right now. If i had to say I did, it would be Haley and Jessica. They're the closest thing i have to a best friend. But I have had so many. Sara, Megan, Ashley, Ally, Nikkie, Camille, Tami, Heather, Ashli, Charli, Shelby, Madi, Shelley, Jamie, Bethany, . And I'm sure I could name many many more. These girls weren't just good friends, they were like literally my best friends ever. No one in my family or any adults are mentioned here..just cause I felt like listing my school friends.
I guess i'm kind of a friendly person, but I can be mean sometimes. Really mean. I don't stay mad for very long at all..but I get REALLY mad really easily and I am like a bomb. I blow up and for awhile I don't care what I say or who I say it to. And thats bad. But I don't stay mad for too long.
I love music. All kinds, pretty much. But I am a real sucker for acoustic songs...especially when a guy can play the acoustic guitar and sing. I melt. haha..true story. I love it. I love when they can play the piano and sing as well. I also like really fun music that you can dance to. I love country, cause thats what I grew up listening to. Not so much all the new stuff as the stuff i liked growing up.
People tell me I have lips of a good kisser, but I really wouldn't know because I have never kissed anyone. Yes! I made it. Sweet 16 and never been kissed :) wohoo.
Last year was a crazy year for me. I went to every single home wrestling match and a day of state and region. I loved watching it, don't ask why because I really don't know. I met a lot of wrestlers that way though. Mostly from being at indoor track when they would run in and out of the weight room to get drinks. Thats how I met Garrick. I was doing sit ups and he went out to get a drink and I was saying hi to everyone and he was the only person who said hi to me back. I saw him alot that day and every time I would say hi and it kinda was funny. Then we started talking and became pretty tight. Til we started fighting. I still miss him though and I'm sad he did what he did but, it happens i guess.
Besides watching wrestling I pretty much lived at Noodles and Co. I swear I went there every day. I loved everything there. I loved the music and everything. And I always would sit there with Sara and we would just talk for hours. We even met this weird kid david there and we convinced him we were sophomores at Murray and one time we left our number under a plate and he texted. Anyway it was way funny. He's on a mission now. I saw him on the missionary wall in seminary. Funny how that works out.
I was also really rebelish. I thought i could do what i wanted. I snuck out alot and talked back alot. Poo.. no good. no good at ALL. But I am better now :)
Efy is one of my favorite things ever ever ever. Its the best week of my life every year. And I come home wanting to be such a better person and I just love the spirit it brings to my life. I loved my counselor i had last year. She was so so so cute and she just made me learn to love the Lord and the church. I am so grateful for people like her in my life. Besides churchy stuff there its also way fun. I made alot of friends and i still talk to some of them. I had the funniest stories. wow...
My cousin ash is my favorite cousin ever. Her and me have been way close as long as i can possibly remember. Even when we were like -1218 years old. I swear. She is there for me through thick and thin and we can always have fun whether its sleeping on my floor, laying on my bed in the dark during family parties, talking crap on ugly people and people we dont like, or just updating on our lifes. I love her and she is so fun and funny and will always be the top of my best friends :)
When I was little me and Nikkie had a tree that we would pee on. We called it the pee tree. And we would climb it sometimes. An old man saw us pee there a few times. Me and Nik were best friends as kids. We would always play mario and that bomber game at her grandpas house. And dress ups. We even kissed the same boy in preschool. She was kind of bossy though. Whenever we rode our bikes and had pets she would make me have the kitty so she could have the puppy. (they were imaginary) and whenever she wanted to do something she made me ask my mom and then i would keep asking and get in trouble. But I still love her haha. Last year she was like my best friend ever. This one time we left english class so we could see a dead cat in the middle of the road. Then there was a car accident and we were locked out of school. Our live were so fun. She's changed alot though.
I have alot of crushes on alot of guys. And they change every day. Well, not all of them, but some add and some drop. And then there are the hopeless ones that i have a big crush on for months and months. Its pretty pathetic. But the best part is I just like the thrill of the chase. Thats it. Its all the thrill of the chase, cause once you find out they like you you're like.."oh...now what? I don't like you THAT much..I just wanted to win..."

well i dont really know what else to write. I'll probably keep adding so just re read every now and then i guess..

My favorites..
food-cheese. everybody knows that.
drink-water
song- I like them all
day of the week- friday nights probably
tv shows- gossip girl, one tree hill, lost, new amsterdam, the office, how i met your mother
number- 7 i guess..
sport- soccer and track..just because i like track meets :)
outfit-(who asks what your favorite outfit is..) but if you must know...shirt and underwear. i LOVE underwear. I love walking around in my underwear, but just at my house.
place to eat- olympus buger with heather and mitch. no battle.
color- I forgot
thing to do in spare time- sleep, eat, computer, watch my tv shows, hang out, just the usual.
season-for the weather, spring. but summer too because no school!
thing about guys- funny, good eyes, smile, good looking too. and i like when they have an accent :)
book-i like alot. but to kill a mockingbird was a goood one.


Things I hate or dislike..
when people lie to me
not having money for food
brats
stupid refs
losing
smelly people
not enough sleep
loud people when i'm trying to sleep
my brothers music
people that dont sing good but sing anyway
bad teeth
ugly people (i have my own definition of ugly..)
fighting
losing my phone
greasy hair..especially my own
wearing too much makeup
stress
homework
spanish class
seafood
the 400
wuthering heights (the book)
finding hair in my food
expensive things
shopping
annoying texters
loud chewers
most meats
ignore-ers
when someone grabs me in a soccer game
being hurt
3rd wheels
creepers
over/under eating
owing people money..thats the worst
waking up late
family vacations and not getting alone time
touchy touchy people
jerks
people who can't keep a conversation
when my phone dies
awkward situations

I could care less about
what some guy i dont even know did to you
being late for a class
if your hurt (like jordi is every practice)
my room being dirty
emotional people
me messing up your hair
getting ready
if you need to use the computer when i'm on it

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